no need to guess

 guess who’s on the middle of the chaos again

trying to gain some credibility in pain

not giving up but getting tired

sometimes i feel helpless and hired to be there 

endless nights are my routine

low lights and the sky view by the window

when morning comes, i feel tired

in urge to get out of here and ruin it again

what’s the point?

will my path called life get easier?

so many questions and few answers

always waiting for reply tomorrow

i need to get tipsy

swim in cold water

be alone and write down all my deepest feelings

the feelings that make my guts hurt

i need myself again

i need to be able to feel lighter

things are too heavy to handle at the moment

can i have some time for it?