skies are above everyone

when you realize you can’t get in control alone

isn’t a shame to seek help from someone 

who wants to suffer forever?

i never chose this

but i can choose a new path

i need a tremendous strength to deal with it

am i strong enough for that?

it’s a dubious question

does anyone have a answer?

if nobody has it, i need to to seek myself

going insane everyday to keep my mind off the situation 

trembling eyes with fears that i will surpass

i must believe in something bigger

i’m so small to understand everything 

i would farm ego if i play the role of the queen of wisdom 

starve the inner broken self

i must reborn now

if i don’t, i’m not going nowhere 

trust and faith are similar paths to “heaven”

i’m going up, in the skies you’ll see me

i’m not an angel

but my wings will be spread so beautifully

it might hurt your eyes

some people might get sick of it

it’s a war? why cheer for my fall?

even if it will cost me so much

i’ll try, i’ll fly

goodbye agony

drink your own venom

i’m already at the stairs