avoid the void

 feeling feelings i could avoid

but i can't avoid the void

i just keep filling myself with bullshit

i won't asked nobody where is the exit of it all

i made it all

rainy days

sunny days

for all i care

i am just floating in the wind of nothing

i wish i could be saved

but in the end of the day

it's the same thing

nothing

nothing and everything

killing me slowly

blue, white, red, black

all i see is a cloud blinding me

i wish i could resist the insane on me

but i was raised with my brain half damaged

i'm a savage

and i keep doing it all for us

even though i just want to go

fly away like a butterfly

youth is never coming back

and i'm stuck in my hopeless life